Sunday, April 09, 2006

i just want to cry...

my life is in such disarray...

i am in need of a change in my life -- i feel like i could/should be doing so much more with my life. i feel the need to find a new job, but nothing is coming from my searches :( i feel like my job is not where i should be...i love what i do, but i feel like i should be helping more people with what i do...i just don't know what...

i have done nothing more than the first 2 days on the 21 day challenge -- i just don't feel like doing anything...i don't feel like working...i don't feel like scrapping...i don't feel like cleaning (who does, i know!) i just want to lay in bed and read...i want to be a change in the world, but i can't figure out how!!!

i miss my mom right now so much and i just can't figure out why it comes out now

i am happy, but i am sad...i am content, but mixed up...i just pray to God to help in whatever way He sees fit....

2 comments:

Mary Jo said...

(((Hugs))), sweetie!! I am thinking of you.

Amber said...

Oh Becky! Don't feel like that! Everyone has a footprint in the world around them, even if you don't know! Keep your chin up sweetie! You're among friends:) I'm here whenever you need a friend:)
MUAH!